Don't get it

I realized it's always been a cycle of people underestimating my intelligence and views as I've always been the 'clown' (again). Not that I choose not to be one, but even a clown is a job and that needs time for them to be sane again.

Sure I don't think much most of the times but when I'm finally making sense, why does it always become a belittling session? I've owed it much to being underestimated too many times that expressing my thoughts and views are now 'thinking too much' or 'over-dramatic'.

You can tell when one is thinking too much by assuming, but if bringing about a topic to debate has become a session of "you don't know anything", shouldn't I be educated why?

Shouldn't I deserve the decency and respect to know your reasons instead of amounting to just 'you dk anything'. Ultimately it's looking down of a person's thoughts when it's sad that no one bothers to clarify or correct it enough to be educated.

If my reasoning is wrong, tell me. Else amounting to 'you dk anything' with my reasoning is just saving your ego by disparaging me.

#GetYourFactsRight

Hello 2019 and it's Feb

WOW ITS FEB AND I DIDN'T UPDATE SINCE LAST YEAR SO HAPPY 2019 WEEEEEW

2018 has been a ride, a few bumps as well as the highest high. Of course it can't beat 2017 but being 22 was nevertheless still pretty darn good. May 2019 be nice to me as always and here's to health, wealth and most importantly, happiness!

Can you imagine that 1/12 of the year has passed whats what have I been doing for the month of January?!? IT FLEW BY???

Regardless school has started and there's the feel to start working hard again and I'm excited of what this year might bring, big or small changes allow me to have the strength to embrace them all.



MANY MANY HEARTS