What is this

What is this feeling? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME. IT'S BEEN LONG.

First week Intern

FIRST WEEK OF INTERN FLEW BY.

Surprisingly, it is not as boring/scary as I worry it to be. 

Now that I'm used to the company's keyboard, typing on this puny keyboards of my laptop seems foreign. Nevertheless, IT WAS FUN. I LIKE INTERN MORE THAN I EXPECTED MYSELF TO BE.

The people are great. Since it's currently the moon-cake festival, they bought moon-cakes around for testing. First an orange-flavoured moon cake, which was meh, and then durian which was OMNOM DELICIOUS.

Lunch is with interns, and home watching tv.

So far, I LIKEY. Hopefully it'll continue like this for the next 6 months WEE.

He look so young here.

Omo slow down on your tattoos please ;-;

BUT HANDSOME

New month - Zhang Ruo Yun (张若昀)

It's SEPTEMBER.
K move on.

Let's celebrate the coming of a new idol crush YAYZ.

Zhang Ruo Yun (张若昀)- A China-Chinese actor.

So how did I find him? Or how did it start?
Like fate (IT'S FATE I TELL YOU!)

The Start
During the 5 weeks of China OIP, we only had one working television that resides in a friend's room (It was the only working device from 4 girl's rooms with no TVs). With practically nothing to do - poor internet leaving smartphones and laptop unusable - we can only turn to the TV or head outside.

My classmates was watching this drama on a particular night and we just so happened to be snacking in her room (Usual routine during our trip, as her room is practically a mama shop heaven. SNACKS EVERYWHERE!). Thus, we watched and it became our regular Wednesday night show.

It was the only effort I made, running to their room by 10pm as the show was 10pm to 12am. For a show which I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what it's called - not even the Chinese title. Sacrificing my precious sleep.

We started watching as the lead, which is this guy, strongly resembles one of our guy classmate, so it was amusing watching him as it's like our classmate is acting lol.

But after a while, of course he's not our classmate so I (or we) continued watching for the drama's story. We were intrigued, partly because the plot-line is predictable so we laughed whenever what we predict came true AND, there is a lot of handsome male cast which made us excited.

But most of all, I like the lead. He has charisma and I'm all about the charm, charisma and at least a 7/10 good-looks (I found out most guys I liked are not all up there in visuals). He ain't that handsome compared with other male actors inside the show.

If only the drama has the name written all over like this picture.

The End of the Start
ALAS, all good thing must come to an end, THE TRIP ENDED.
WHEN THE DRAMA IS NOT COMPLETED.
WITH ME RETURNING NOT KNOWING THE DRAMA'S TITLE.
NOR HIS OR THE CAST'S NAME TOO.

I HAD NO INFORMATION regarding the show besides the time slot.

I was on a short-term depression as I CAN'T FIND IT EVEN ON GOOGLE, though what I typed in was ridiculous. I was pretty much hoping for a miracle.
"China drama with students 2016" - nothing
"Top China drama 2016" - wth is this it's not even completed
and a few more which I've forgotten.

So I told myself it's fine, the short term crush will be a good memory to cherish from China.

He is like a mixture of Gentle Bones + SeungRi (Big Bang) + Lobang.

The Fate
Months passed. My trip ended on April and it's September now. 6 months. Half a year ago. HALF.

On August 31st:
While waiting for a friend to finish her hair, we(mostly they) were conversing about a China drama to which I had no interest in. Add on, it's a drama that is set in Chinese historical times - long-haired humans both male and females, old time costumes with magic CG effect(THEY FLY SOME MORE) and worst of all, wearing coloured contacts, which to me at that time sounds so so cliche I can't. I was internally judging. "I guess people these days still watch this type of drama."

Like a nice person I am (I'M NICE K), when me chingu showed me the episode she was watching, I watched out of retaliation.

THEN. THE MOMENT.
HE APPEARED.
THE LEAD IN THE DRAMA.

At that point of time, I went "Is it him?" cause he was disguised with long hair and blue contacts. A few more scenes of him and IT'S HIM. HOLY.

I wasn't excited at first as my short-term idol crush usually comes and goes, to which at that point in time he was just another actor. Meh.

Then half-way through I thought, shit man I've been searching the drama because of him and now he appeared all of a sudden, IT'S LIKE FATE. Flashbacks of the drama and him came back. Alas, the short-term crush adrenaline returned and I'm all about him again. Much to my displeasure as I watched the flying drama I thought I would never start on - Novoland A Castle in the Sky. Even the name sound cliche GOOSEBUMPS.

With that, I easily found the drama I was watching in China too. It's 'Fifteen Years Waiting for Migratory Birds' to which I finished it as well (I skipped to the ending to be precise as I watched half the series in China).

The new idol
LIKE EVERY eye candy, the next thing is to know more about his personality. HE'S OKAY. I'LL TAKE HIM CHUSAYO. CUTIE. THIS PAGE FILLED WITH HIM.

OMO HANDSOME.

Can you believe this outfit, but I don't mind if he keeps the long hair LOL.

OH DAMN PILOT ANYONG SWEATING.

I CAN'T HE HAS TOO MANY CHARISMATIC PICTURES I CAN'T CHOOSE.

BAEBAEBAEBAEBAE

SHIT WHY IS THIS BLUR HE SMILES GREAT

NVM THIS COLLECTION IS STILL THE BEST.

Swag Check.

Ending this off with this crazy eyebrows BYE.

Joke. He needs to be smiling. BYE.