R&R day

Today is rest and relax day. Everything seem to go slow and smooth ,the weather ,the sky and the smell of freshness when the rain stop. Nothing much happen today, so I shall write what happen yesterday!

20 December 2011:

I went to Sentosa with my entire family! We went in the morning. Luckily it was a windy day,no sun or rain *glad*. Went to play luge with my cousins, my mum and aunts took pictures of us coming down. Very unglam,seriously.... The best part was when we took the 'open-air' cable car to the top to play the luge. The scenery was BEAUTIFUL,very memorable~ When we visited the underwater world,it was already 11am+ .It was an interesting experience..-went there several times so it was a little boring to be honest- Moving on, Insect World -scary-. Many beautiful butterflies,but too scared to take pictures.. Only during the last part when it have an exhibant,then I could peacefully look at the dead but beatiful butterflies,LOL. In between there is a bird place. Very pretty wings, and very very noisy =.= My youngest cousin (6 years old) cried when a noisy parrot is place near him, haha, Funny ~ After that we return to vivo city,around 4+. Walk around a little then finally taking the bus back to BPP for our dinner ^^
Very fun day^^

That was the summary for yesterday. 12 more days till the start of school... So fast man, Damn it. ++Signing off++

CIP~~

Had a fun day today at the kindergarden. I'm doing volunteering work for my points. But it's also awesome to see the happy faces on the kids. They are all so cute, innocent and bright, hope they will never lose their glow. I'm looking forward to what they're going to do to start the day tomorrow.
I missed the time I spent as a child, playing with them brings back memories of my childhood.

AGAIN?

I hate two faced people, really. If you dislike that person so much,why suck it up to them. Bitch. You can say all the horrible things about that person in front of us, but behind, why the hell are you pleasing her. MAKES ME SICK. 

Going and coming as you please. What makes you think that I'll accept you? It may be okay with the others, but not me, I can't stand the way you act and talk. 

Sure, I can be nice when it's the right mood and laugh along with you, but it's purely for the sake of my friends. The way you acted today is Sick, real stupid and sick. 

I HATE being control by your freaking mood swing, get a life. You are lucky to even have people by your side. Tell me and teach me the ways of being both nice and mean that goes over the line AT THE SAME TIME. 

What rights do you have to say about the others but not yourself. THIS IS WRONG. I wanted to say my anger is written down and that I was feeling a bit better. Well no, it's still there. 

Going to USS on Monday, and it's a fortunate and grand news that we are not going with her.

Exams are here

Exams are around the corner and it's really scary.. I'm going to treat this blOg like a diary,since no one is ever gonna read this~ it's been hard in class nowadays,especially with the new sitting arrangement.. But then I'm gonna go by the flow.. I'll try not to care too much until exams. Good luck to me and all the people who is having ups and downs in your life. Nothing is going to last forever.

Exams are here~

Argument

It gets really interesting when a arguement happen online. I keep refreshing to see how the argument went, the guy lost. Going to school tomorrow, someone change my mind

Forgotten

I miss my primary school friends a lot,but we no longer contact each other. and that's sad.

Friends don't stay in our life forever, people have to move on.

I haven't been close to my friends in sec 2, I felt... drifted apart. There is only 1 or 2 that is close to me this year. Sure I can have fun and laugh along with them, after-all there is still times when I feel close to them, but I no longer felt that fun as we use to in sec 2, No longer the strong bond forged between us. We have separated class and drifted apart. Of course there is close friends in my class, I like them,they have tried their best trying to make me feel like I belong to the class. But I don't. Many people say our class is united(I'm not saying its not) but only the people in the class will know what it's like. I don't like school, not because of studies or stress, but because it is not the place I would rather be spending time in.

To most people, friends are like siblings. But not me, there is a line that defines friend, and sisters. Why? Because I'm still scared of hurting them.

Lala Land ~~

*Reminisce back to old days* Well, not that old, 2 years?

The third life post

This blog is dead anyway, trying to keep my blog alive. Everyday I'm living with the same old boring routine. Nothing change since I started sec3. Come to think of it, I like it being invincible in class. There is nothing to do but to hear the teacher voice like a radio.. I'm now into a book which my friend borrowed me. Interesting story.. However that book isn't gonna to entertain me forever...... *sign* What am I going to do with my life? Depressing moment here, I blame puberty lol. Exam is coming up next week, so fast... I'm still slacking here thinking common test is still a long way to go.There are a few events that I want to talk about,but then I don't have the mood to write on anymore.. This is me getting ready to start the day all over again =_=

Life

I was looking through a book that talks about life. And I came across this poem which caught my attention:

Bottled up inside
Are the words I never said,
The feeling that I hide,
The lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face:
Trapped inside are lies
Of the past I can't replace.

Yesterdays are over,
Even though the hurting's not.
Nothing last forever,
I must cherish what I've got

The hurt I'm feeling now
Won't disappear overnight,
But someway, somehow,
Everything will turn out alright

- Melissa Collette

The anger that kept inside our heart is like a poison killing you everyday. Let go of the pain,live everyday to your fullest. Mitch Albom.