How does a brain work?

It's amazing to know that what I don't know a few days ago, is everything I know now because of a sense of urgency. GET IT GET IT?

LIKE the finals is tomorrow, and I've been trying to understand this terminology since last week but I can never seem to grasp the entire picture of it - UNTIL NOW. How does my brain automatically absorb such information only when the time is due for it to remember. WHY DOESN'T IT WORK LAST WEEK?

Am I not trying to understand it at all cause I'm sure I did? HOW DOES IT WORK?

Questions after questions but I'm glad I understand it now.

BYE.

People Change

I wonder at what age do we really define that we've changed?

It's unexpected and undecided really, depending on where we are currently standing in life. I have people my age getting married, and then there's people asking for permission to go out late, and then there's me - somewhere in between having a decent amount of freedom of speech, surviving university and living the best times of my life. AND I'M ONLY 22.

The thing is, we can never really define we've changed ourselves, until we realize our people have isn't it? 

The moment when we realized old conversations of the same things no longer brings a spark, or a chuckle, to daily exchanges. The moment when we realized that what we thought is funny, is no longer so when we bring it up to the rest of the world. The moment when you realized that the similar interests the world once had with you, is gone.

That is when you realized, that it's either the world has changed while you stayed, or you did.

No, it's not wrong. It never was as change is inevitable. People change, for the better or worst, that's for you to judge based on your perspective of what's right and wrong. 

And we can't stop it. We don't have to. Our job is to accept that things can no longer go back to the past and move on. And there is no need to as well, change in person is ultimately growth isn't it?

We change with the environment that eventually, it'll changed our thinking and perspective of things that works all around the world. I would deemed it growing.

I know.

I know cause I was enlightened about how big the world is during internship, and I found out that I didn't know that I was behind time, in a sense, although dependent on how you define your set of time. Mine was going with the crowd that I thought I had always followed, but in the end I guess I was too in my comfort circle to realize that I'm not. DO I MAKE SENSE?

Regardless, to move on and grow, you got to embrace the fact that the only thing you can do now, to save whatever you want to save, is to change yourself, or be strong in staying the same while others change.

Cause the world can try to change your mind, but they can't break you if you don't allow it to. Accept it or leave it.

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I guess that's all for now, got distracted halfway with the friend's quiz that is OH SO FUN WEW.

Till the next time~~

Study date

Update update studying in CoffeeBean with Fel today like wow I can't believe in 3 weeks time IM FREE FROM SCHOOOOOL.

For at least 1 and a half month that is.

Kk back to studying.