Friday, June 10, 2016

The fateful meeting in a dream

Had a sudden recollection of a dream that has JJY in it so I must jot it down before it disappears from my memory. Unfortunately, as much as I want to meet idols in my dream, I haven't T-T UNTIL a day, which was a while back, THAT I MET JJY IN MY DREAM YES.

It was one of the best morning BECAUSE I MET HIM VIRTUALLY LOL.

To start off, I was shopping with my mum, not sure whether there were other people around, but I'm pretty sure my mum was beside me. We walked by a small store (The size of those second hand clothing store), with a small stage in the middle of the entrance and a band was playing for their newly open franchise or something.

I swear at that moment when I saw the lead singer, I thought "Omg he look like JJY" and was about to shake it off when I turn and realised "my god he seriously look like JJY" AND FREAK OUT TO MY MUM. I was SHAKING her arm and TRYING SO HARD not to look like a loser but I can't contain my excitement because IT WAS REALLY HIM.

THE best (or worst) part was that no one was paying attention, every passerby passed, so I was the only audience, WHICH WAS AWESOME but sad at the same time, as he is not deserving the attention he should for an artist. People, a relatively famous person is singing free for us are you guys blind?!

ANYWAY CONTINUING. In the midst of freaking out, THEY END THE SONG (OF ALL MOMENT TO END YOU END WHEN I STARTED) and left the stage. It was a small corridor so they entered the store to exit from the back door (Don't tell me how I know they were exiting cause instincts).

SO I ran (FAST) cause they were speed walking. Once I caught up to them and was too much of a coward to call his name, I grabbed his arm in a hurry. IN A SPLIT SECOND MY HEART SCREAMED OMG I TOUCHED JUNGJOONYOUNG. WOO I CAN DIE IN PEACE NOW. LET'S CELEBRATE ON THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE.

I asked for a picture and he didn't say anything cause I was already holding my phone up for a selfie. Let me take a minute to talk about how nerve-wrecking holding the phone was and making sure that I don't look like a crazy fan girl but a regular person in the camera. It ain't easy with an idol standing so close, and practically breathing the same area of air as I am. Cough *BREATHE NORMALLY*

He played around by avoiding the camera a bit (OMG HE JOKED AROUND) while flashing his signature half-smile like omg. How can such a winsome person exist *Nosebleed*, and I remembered grinning the whole time. THERE WAS NO TIME TO STOP SMILING. Unfortunately, he ended the short session by posing with the egoistic pose (with his face up) as he always does.

After that, when we part, he SMILED and WE made EYE CONTACT! IF ONLY time can stop and replay so that I can rewind to that very moment every waking minute. I have never seen an idol THIS FREAKING CLOSE before, and to TOP it all, the idol that is at the top of my list of idols to meet. He left with his band-mates as I weep goodbye to his silhouette.

EVEN THOUGH it was only a dream, the adrenaline rush was so genuine that when I woke up, it took me a few sad seconds to realise it didn't exist. How can one's series of thoughts leads to an experience that is so life-like and real? TELL ME HOW DREAMS WORK SO THAT I CAN CONTROL IT TO MY LIKING PLEASE.

Also dear brain, let me meet him once, or few times, more. I need it since the probability of him coming to Singapore is near zero, and that practically means the chances of meeting him is zero too. I CAN DREAM CAN I?


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