Monday, May 21, 2012

Gender

Nothing special today as usual~
Doing my coursework for the first half of the day which was a totally and utterly waste of my time. My bro went to his sec 1 camp today. Woohoo! 2 full days to slack and do what I want without him, YES MAN!     

Been thinking a lot of my past years in secondary school and realize that time went by so fast! Oh well, the faster the better as we can always move on and not drag on about our past. I could happily tell you that when I compare my primary and secondary school, my secondary life has so much more meaning to to my life. Maybe its because I'm much more older(?) and I can understand more now. I remembered my primary school as the time of " If you friend her, I don't friend you " period. Unlike now, no matter how much I dislike that person, i will try my best to hide it.

Moving to that topic (since I have nothing to do right now), throughout my secondary school life, the number of people of my opposite sex that I actually talk to can be count with my 10 fingers. Pathetic. I can't seem to talk to them well. Actually I can, depending on the type of personality they have. I can't seem to speak to those who is sociable or 'bad' type'. To tell you the truth, I don't want to know them as well. Its just hard to face them when I have a subject( unfortunately ) that majority of that type are involve in. Which is difficult for me to face. Everytime when its that period, I cringed internally. As much as I want to be on a term which is less awkward with them, I can't, seeing the situation I am. Haha, but I'm actually quite alright with being not involve with whatever they are doing. Its just the awkwardness that is unbearable.

I guessed I've said enough for today, I hope your day will turn out 10 times better than me. Stay happy and smiling, don't let little things bother you to harm that smile! Say CHEESE :DD

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