WHAT 2017

WHAT I haven't updated in 4 months where was I? Enjoying life man.

Intern has ended (from where I last left) and omegosh time passed so damn fast? I didn't even celebrate 2017, so here it is in February. HAPPY 2017!

Life is great. THIS is like the best period so far - but then it has always been more or less this way.
After internship ended, the intern gang still meets 2 to 3 times a week - fair number so not much has changed. A FACT that changed though is that I have to apply for university now and I have absolutely no idea what to major in.

In the end, life don't always work out as we planned it few years ago. I remembered my goals when I first started poly: Earn lots of money in an office job. A practical idea. But now I'm like meh I don't think I can do 8 hours a day sitting in the office, it's not my thing.

As a female, I'm taking it slow. Pursue interest - not that I have one in the first place since florist is a temporary infatuation. Hang out with friends - have fun basically.

I really have nothing planned for the future and there's always this lingering thought at the back of my head that goes 'god you're gonna kill yourself this way'. Everyone is signing up for university, some got jobs in companies and some had their interest sort out. But I have no idea? I'll sign up a course in uni but it'll be just for the sake of continuing this path I crafted in poly. It scares me.

It scares me cause what if I ended up in a job that is of no relation to my course of studies in the university? This meant wasting 4 years of my life and money in education that I won't pursue upon graduation. I don't like IT even though I'm good at it. I don't like business even if I do it for the pay (since money is never a long term motivation). But damn that is practically my course.

Too much to ponder so honestly, I'll just be a full time florist if I don't get in a university omo.
Flowers everyday I likey.

Now that I'm entering the early 20s, that's like 1/5 of me life if I lived till 100, so much good memories has happened. What if I'm enjoying too much now and when things get rough, it gets real tough that I won't be able to handle it noooo.

REALLY GUYS The most important thing in life is to just be happy - CLICHE SHIT BUT IT'S TRUE. Okay you don't have to be happy everyday since there are bad days occasionally. The point is: Do what you enjoy, live life to the fullest according to you (don't let anyone tell you otherwise) and stress less on the long-term future.

That is the formula in living a laid-back carefree life.

But of course not everyone thinks the same so it's fine. I'M OLD LA I WAS 19 JUST 2 YEARS AGO HOW TIME FLIES PLEASE DON'T TAKE AWAY THIS TIME.

I read somewhere saying that the late 10s and early 20s will be the best part of your life. True bruh true.

SIGNING OUT THE UPDATE ON LIFE. Here's a dedication to Kellin for the reminder to update this blog THXKBYE.

Libra am I

http://dailyvibes.org/emotions-zodiac/

hmhmhmhmmh

Wordpress

I've created wordpress - pearlinawonders.wordpress.com
It's much more convenient as it has an app, and at the same time, IT CAN PRIVATE POST. So I can treat it 100% like a dairy woots.

Should be writing more often there than here from now on. UPDATE ON LIFE.

5th week as intern

My life has suddenly become eventful every single day since the start of internship, in a good way.

Currently, there are 3 other interns who are in the same department as me. All guys nuuu and I thought there was a girl *cough girls name on guys are misleading.. But because they, bros, have each other, I BECAME THE LIGHTBULB of their constant toilet date.

Fortunately, there are 2 other gals in the same area which so happen to be their classmate woots. CM and JM became my lunch buddies. We were initially having lunch together - the guys and gals - but because of different taste, we eventually go our own ways for lunch. By different taste I meant, don't the guys have anything else to eat besides Mac and chicken rice because that's what they are having 3 out of the 5 working days every week. I CAN'T.

At the same time, I have chingus from different banks in the same CBD area, so I travel to their territory for lunch sometimes too.

It's like an adventure everyday gosh. I LOVE INTERN. LEMME STAY FOREVER. Even though the work might be hard, the companions are great WOOTS.

Going Tampines tmr like no. Travelling from the west to east side of the country in the wee hours doesn't sound appealing at all.

On a bright note, it's only a colleague and I going, which meant FREEDOM FROM CONSTANT SUPERVISION IN THE OFFICE.

This one month has been a blast. Anticipating the fun days yet to come.

Reading back the rubbish I've wrote, I realised I've become less composed in my writing. BUT IT'S KAY I'LL ACCEPT THIS FLAW WHICH CAN BE EDITED ANYTIME.

What is this

What is this feeling? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME. IT'S BEEN LONG.