Start of internship

Well hello hello writing this in the middle of my job cause there's nothing to do and I'm bored. Just an update on life: Week 7 into my internship!! I love my job and if the company wants me to continue hell yeah I would. No stress (most of the time), no ot (GREAT WORK LIFE BALANCE) and the best part of all, nice colleagues in a friendly environment. What more can a person ask for in a job? Maybe it's just this line of job in contrast to the other departments of the same company but regardless, I now know what to truly find when I work in the future.

5 more min to lunch and here's me signing off for a toilet break, then a mum date hehehehe byes.

Don't get it

I realized it's always been a cycle of people underestimating my intelligence and views as I've always been the 'clown' (again). Not that I choose not to be one, but even a clown is a job and that needs time for them to be sane again.

Sure I don't think much most of the times but when I'm finally making sense, why does it always become a belittling session? I've owed it much to being underestimated too many times that expressing my thoughts and views are now 'thinking too much' or 'over-dramatic'.

You can tell when one is thinking too much by assuming, but if bringing about a topic to debate has become a session of "you don't know anything", shouldn't I be educated why?

Shouldn't I deserve the decency and respect to know your reasons instead of amounting to just 'you dk anything'. Ultimately it's looking down of a person's thoughts when it's sad that no one bothers to clarify or correct it enough to be educated.

If my reasoning is wrong, tell me. Else amounting to 'you dk anything' with my reasoning is just saving your ego by disparaging me.

#GetYourFactsRight

Hello 2019 and it's Feb

WOW ITS FEB AND I DIDN'T UPDATE SINCE LAST YEAR SO HAPPY 2019 WEEEEEW

2018 has been a ride, a few bumps as well as the highest high. Of course it can't beat 2017 but being 22 was nevertheless still pretty darn good. May 2019 be nice to me as always and here's to health, wealth and most importantly, happiness!

Can you imagine that 1/12 of the year has passed whats what have I been doing for the month of January?!? IT FLEW BY???

Regardless school has started and there's the feel to start working hard again and I'm excited of what this year might bring, big or small changes allow me to have the strength to embrace them all.



MANY MANY HEARTS

Too bad for me

"Don't blame people for disappointing you, blame yourself for expecting too much from them."

Apparently I'm too much to handle when never in my life have I been too much under my parents. Where should we differentiate this line? I guess I finally figured out that the party who cares more gets disappointed more.

My fate with events and people

When I was young (INSERT FLASHBACK DANGDANG) I've been told by a shifu that my life will always have gui rens, as my yuan (fate) with people is good. In short, I have a smooth course with people at the right time and place. Thus, my timeline of people and events will always align.

So I thought, alrighty then let's put this make-believe to the test.

In my early secondary, my math and science was failing pretty badly that my mum was considering on a tutor. When out of the blue my cousin introduced his owns, that there I am having a tutor that helped me score B3 for eMath and A2 for Physics from failing.

During both my poly and university course selection, there is always a close senior that tells me about their own courses that I thought okay and thus, my education life is sealed. I would deem it as a fate-route cause I had no idea what I wanted to study so this got me some where. I never pondered to the extent of stressing out what to do in life.

When my friends can't make it to a child-mentoring session and I was supposed to be alone, it was cancelled. So was a community run due to rain, cca session and even lessons in school.

I wanted to travel to Korea, and 2 groups of friends at the same time are available to go that I WENT TWICE. Best decision ever made.

Last year I prayed for a bf, and I got a legit one this year (WTS LOL)

And today, sf and I were planning to meet tomorrow to fix her eyelash extensions, but it's cancelled as she has last minute Japan stuffs to settle. Coincidentally my fam is going JB for a day trip and I CAN GO WEEEE. This was planned since last week but I forgot, and it's wrong to cancel the meeting I agreed upon BUT HEY LOOK THE OTHER PARTY CANCELLED IT FOR ME.

You can say it's pure luck but I would deem it as fate.

Maybe not 100% of the time but more times enough to think maybe I really am bestowed upon this fortune regarding people and events. If so, I thank whoever that created or noticed such superstition with the stars and moon.

TILL THE NEXT UPDATE.